It is hard to operate when inside a mess

I can blame my light OCD, or my newly discovered ADHD, or file it under another excuse for my lazy self, or if you want do not even try to find where to place and leave it on top of all the other stuff comprising my current mess.

It is extremely hard for me to work when I feel I am operating within a chaotic environment.

It takes a lot of my efforts just to sit down and try to focus. Don't ask me for deep thoughts or long concentration spans.

I hate it.

But I cannot control all the things that are causing this mess around me, I tried at first and then just gave up.

Waiting for life to quiet down a bit, then I will be able to organize my life and become productive once again.